The poem begins with tactile imagery. The man wakes up
feeling cold yet that feeling is juxtaposed with heat which he says come from
his dreams. His describes his dreams as “dreams of heat” which creates images
of passion and anguish and thus allow the reader to imagine their own ideas of
what the dreams could be about. The man awakens to sweat drenched in his sheets
and still holding on to his bed. The first stanza exhibits a tone of uneasiness
due to the man’s apparent nature from awakening from a tumultuous dream.
The
second stanza describes his flesh as a shield that was penetrated by the sweats
brought on by his dreams. The difference between his skin and a shield is that
his skin can heal itself thus he can heal himself. In the third stanza, he talks about his
growth through trusting his body even while participating in risky behaviors that
made him feel strong or “robust”. These images of gnashed skin and risky
feelings along with night sweats from the first stanza could mean that the
voice of the poem is experiencing a debilitating disease against the body.
The next
two stanzas continue to discuss the skin, this time referring to challenges
that come across the skin. These “challenges” could be rashes, sores, or
lesions. He also mentions that he cannot apologize for what has happened to him.
His flesh is withering away along with his mind and overall being.
In the
next stanza he states “I have to change the bed, but catch myself instead.”
This line is poignant because he is saying that he is tired and needs to fix
himself before fixing his bed. The last six lines encapsulate what the man is
thinking and feeling all through imagery. He recalls hugging his own body as
means to get rid of the pain his body is giving him, the pain he compares to an
avalanche. When I first read this poem I was confused as to why night sweats
upset this man so much and thinking that maybe his dreams caused the change of
temperature and homeostasis in his body. Now reading over and over it is clear
to me that it could be much more than just night sweats and that the pain
through the imagery is what explained it to me.
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